Because I am glad it was me. I don’t know if, of being another person, I would have being able to live the live I want to live. By living the live I want to life, I support this entire world, from my children(if I so decide it in the future), to the animals, to this society, and the stars. So, maybe I would do it again, maybe I’ll some day live another life. Don’t missunderstand me, I don’t deserve it, and I don’t like when the world kills me. But this world is an interconnection, this world killed me, and this world gave me the chance to forgive myself. And I took it. So maybe it is worth it, that I go through this experience, if it counts in the end. Maybe I am glad it was in fact me, a person able to forgive myself. I am not saying that it is easy or I do it gladly, but the fact is that I won in this life. I don’t know what I’ll do in the future, but I am not spiteful, there is a problem here in this world, with this world abusing children, and I am glad it was me because I know who I am, and I am a richer person because of that. There are certain things that I see, some things which are important for me and that I pay special attention to, this is my contribution.
So, no spitefulness, no revenge, this world exists the way it does, I accept that, I am glad I was part of it, I will repeat the experience if it counts.